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- u80ici1.11h32. They that beheld it cried with a formidable affright: The end
- of things is come upon us.
-
- 33. And it was even so.
-
- 34. Also I was in the spirit vision and beheld a parricidal pomp of atheists,
- coupled by two and by two in the supernal ecstasy of the stars. They did
- laugh and rejoice exceedingly, being clad in purple robes and drunken with
- purple wine, and their whole soul was one purple flower-flame of holiness.
-
- 35. They beheld not God; they beheld not the Image of God; therefore were
- they arisen to the Palace of the Splendour Ineffable. A sharp sword smote out
- before them, and the worm Hope writhed in its death-agony under their feet.
-
- 36. Even as their rapture shore asunder the visible Hope, so also the Fear
- Invisible fled away and was no more.
-
- 37. O ye that are beyond Aormuzdi and Ahrimanes! blessèd are ye unto the
- ages.
-
- 38. They shaped Doubt as a sickle, and reaped the flowers of Faith for their
- garlands.
-
- 39. They shaped Ecstasy as a spear, and pierced the ancient dragon that sat
- upon the stagnant water.
-
- 40. Then the fresh springs were unloosed, that the folk athirst might be at
- ease.
-
- 41. And again I was caught up into the presence of my Lord Adonai, and the
- knowledge and Conversation of the Holy One, and Angel that Guardeth me.
-
- 42. O Holy Exalted One, O Self beyond self. O Self-Luminous Image of the
- Unimaginable Naught, O my darling, my beautiful, come Thou forth and follow
- me.
-
- 43. Adonai, divine Adonai, let Adonai initiate refulgent dalliance! Thus I
- concealed the name of Her name that inspireth my rapture, the scent of whose
- body bewildereth the soul, the light of whose soul abaseth this body unto the
- beasts.
-
- 44. I have sucked out the blood with my lips; I have drained Her beauty of
- its sustenance; I have abased Her before me, I have mastered Her, I have
- possessed Her, and Her life is within me. In Her blood I inscribe the secret
- riddles of the Sphinx of the Gods, that none shall understand, save only the
- pure and voluptuous, the chaste and obscene, the androgyne and the gynander
- that have passed beyond the bars of the prison that the old Slime of Khem set
- up in the Gates of Amennti.
-
- 45. O my adorable, my delicious one, all night will I pour out the libation
- on Thine altars; all night will I burn the sacrifice of blood; all night will
- I swing the thurible of my delight before Thee, and the fervour of the orisons
- shall intoxicate Thy nostrils.
-
- 46. O Thou who camest from the land of the Elephant, girt about with the
- tiger's pell, and garlanded with the lotus of the spirit, do Thou inebriate my
- life with Thy madness, that She leap at my passing.
- 47. Bid Thy maidens who follow Thee bestrew us a bed of flowers immortal,
- that we may take our pleasure thereupon. Bid Thy satyrs heap thorns among the
- flowers, that we may take our pain thereupon. Let the pleasure and pain be
- mingled in one supreme offering unto the Lord Adonai!
-
- 48. Also I heard the voice of Adonai the Lord the desirable one concerning
- that which is beyond.
-
- 49. Let not the dwellers in Thebai and the temples thereof prate ever of the
- Pillars of Hercules and the Ocean of the West. Is not the Nile a beautiful
- water?
-
- 50. Let not the priest of Isis uncover the nakedness of Nuit, for every step
- is a death and a birth. The priest of Isis lifted the veil of Isis, and was
- slain by the kisses of her mouth. Then was he the priest of Nuit, and drank
- of the milk of the stars.
-
- 51. Let not the failure and the pain turn aside the worshippers. The
- foundations of the pyramid were hewn in the living rock ere sunset; did the
- king weep at dawn that the crown of the pyramid was yet unquarried in the
- distant land?
-
- 52. There was also an humming-bird that spake unto the horned cerastes, and
- prayed him for poison. And the great snake of Khem the Holy One, the royal
- Uraeus serpent, answered him and said:
-
- 53. I sailed over the sky of Nu in the car called Millions-of-Years, and I
- saw not any creature upon Seb that was equal to me. The venom of my fang is
- the inheritance of my father, and of my father's father; and how shall I give
- it unto thee? Live thou and thy children as I and my fathers have lived, even
- unto an hundred millions of generations, and it may be that the mercy of the
- Mighty Ones may bestow upon thy children a drop of the poison of eld.
-
- 54. Then the humming-bird was afflicted in his spirit, and he flew unto the
- flowers, and it was as if naught had been spoken between them. Yet in a
- little while a serpent struck him that he died.
-
- 55. But an Ibis that meditated upon the bank of Nile the beautiful god
- listened and heard. And he laid aside his Ibis ways, and became as a serpent,
- saying Peradventure in an hundred millions of millions of generations of my
- children, they shall attain to a drop of the poison of the fang of the Exalted
- One.
-
- 56. And behold! ere the moon waxed thrice he became an Uraeus serpent, and
- the poison of the fang was established in him and his seed even for ever and
- for ever.
-
- 57. O thou Serpent Apep, my Lord Adonai, it is a speck of minutest time, this
- travelling through eternity, and in Thy sight the landmarks are of fair white
- marble untouched by the tool of the graver. Therefore thou art mine, even now
- and for ever and for everlasting. Amen.
-
- 58. Moreover, I heard the voice of Adonai: Seal up the book of the Heart and
- the Serpent; in the number five and sixty seal thou the holy book.
-
- As fine gold that is beaten into a diadem for the fair queen of
- Pharaoh, as great stones that are cemented together into the Pyramid of theceremony of the Death of Asar, so do thou bind together the words and the
- deeds, so that in all is one Thought of Me thy delight Adonai.
-